30 June 2009

Coda from "Letter of Testimony"

Perhaps to love is to learn
to walk through this world.
To learn to be silent
like the oak and the linden of the fable.
To learn to see.
Your glance scattered seeds.
It planted a tree.
I talk
because you shake its leaves.
~Octavio Paz~

Coda of the poem "Letter of Testimony" from A Tree Within.

28 June 2009

Children of the Revolution

The young reader is likely to doggedly finish a book, no matter how bad. The older reader simply abandons the book if it is going nowhere. After several months of starting books only to put them aside half way through, I found myself unable to put down Dinaw Mengestu’s Children of the Revolution (though I quite prefer its alternative title The Beautiful Things that Heaven Bears). Set in Washington, the novel’s narrator, Sepha Stephanos, is an immigrant who fled Ethiopia’s Red Terror for the US and is now content to mind his store, read his books and while away the days. His friends, Kenneth and Joseph are immigrants too and much of the novel follows their numerous meetings and discussions. Sepha’s world – one of limbo between the past and the present – is changed by the arrival of Judith, a white woman and her daughter Naomi as Sepha’s corner of the earth gentrifies. Mengestu’s novel is simple and elegant and barely freighted down by the many issues that lie beneath. For the novel touches on the history of Africa (e.g. by way of a game the friends play where you guess the African dictator, his country and the year of his ascent), family, the immigrant experience, the changing nature of Washington, race relations in the US and the like. But its characters are so believable and so true and Sepha himself such a wholly sympathetic narrator that Mengestu is successful in making individual histories representative of the larger changes they live through. And Judith herself is not a caricature, as in many immigrant novels, but wholly believable, you can see why Sepha would be attracted to her. Further, Mengestu provides a tender portrait of the relationship between Naomi, who has an absent father and Sepha. In fact, Mengestu is compassionate towards all his characters, all of them seem flesh and blood people even when, as for e.g. with the friends, they represent different African experiences. At the end of the book, I was ready to go back and start reading it all over again.

Though the two are entirely different, the book made me recall Little Senegal. The resemblance stops with both dealing with African communities in the US, the movie is more concerned with Africa’s uneasy meeting with African-Americans.

25 June 2009

Gibbous Fashion

I have been a little besotted with Gibbous Fashion the past year.

It’s kind of hard to describe their aesthetic without sounding over the top so I feel some hyperbole coming on. It’s sort of a frayed Neo-Victorian/Dickensian/fairy tale/Gothic world and therefore perhaps a derelict, romantic Tim Burtonian world. It makes the every day world theatrical. It is decidedly fey and the name itself conjures up the enchantment of the light of the night. So...I am more than a little in love with it.

More mundanely, I guess I like the way the scraps of clothes are carefully chosen to come together to form something so vivid and distinctive. And the sense that the evolution of the garments is organic and doesn't stem from a pattern.


Last words from the daily poetics blog which used a Robert Browning quote for the Gibbous post:

I would have rummaged, ransacked at the word; Those old odd corners of an empty heart; For remnants of dim love the long disused, And dusty crumbling of romance!

22 June 2009

Weekend

It rained pretty much through the weekend. When it let up a bit on Sunday, I walked to my cousin’s place, coat fastened (it was also cold) and umbrella in hand. Autumn has passed so the streets were sodden, full of bedraggled leaves. On the aspens lone catkins, on the sycamores browning fruits. A few autumnal leaves held on here and there. One tree resolutely held out, still a rich yellow, its leaves intact. The flowers of kerbside weeds had long died but the grasses soldiered on, their stalks touched pink. As did the vines, brilliantly green with the rain. In the gardens of the suburb, ubiquitous orange trees in fruit. Many a garden full of jonquils, calendula and roses. The faint perfume of the jonquils and roses. For a minute here and there the wet evening, the darkening landscape, the walkers seemed to belong to another century. Particularly when you pass elegant old houses called Inverness, Esperanza and Pevensey. At my cousin’s place, my niece is a warm, sweet bundle of joy. And my cousin herself is elegant in black and white wool, a tiny domestic goddess serving tea and freshly baked banana cake.

Picture sourced from flickr.

20 June 2009

An Education

"What we want is to see the child in pursuit of knowledge, and not knowledge in pursuit of the child." - George Bernard Shaw

Australia is an urban society, nothing represents it better than acres of suburbia. But marginal suburbs are on the tip of the Australian wilderness and the bush is central to Australian mythology. Still it can be quite easy to forget that a small part of Australia lives in remote towns in the outback. How remote is best illustrated by a girl I met in Brisbane.

M’s mother had left her home in Yugoslavia very early due to a series of family circumstances and had found herself in Sydney. She had travelled north for work and met a crocodile wrangler up in Cairns and had married and had M. The union floundered and she moved further west to a town to manage a pub. By town I mean a population of perhaps 5000. M was growing up but her schooling did not suffer - as it turned out schooling was akin to the flying doctors in Australia. Meanwhile her mother had married the pub owner. M’s stories of this period were quite colorful – the joys and otherwise of a merged family, the toughness required of a pretty young woman managing a remote Queensland pub, M’s sharp observations on her singular childhood, the absent father and his misadventures, the inevitable snake and crocodile stories. Eventually her mother moved to Brisbane so M could go to college. M as it turned out is now a scientist with a PhD. She still lived with her mother and there was something incredibly sweet and feisty about her. I cannot tell her story as well as she tells it and she says her story is very simple compared to the rich tapestry of her mother’s life. I left Brisbane and then lost touch but her story stayed with me.

One of the students I met at the University, E, is a friend. Of all the students I met, he was the most interesting and bright – his mind seemed a tangled thicket of thoughts, which he smoothly unraveled and presented to you. You could spend hours talking to him and never be bored. He had some of the naiveté of the young and – at least to me – symbolized the persistence of sweetness and niceness, for a lack of a better word, in our species. His story was not as fantastic as M’s – his parents were true blue Aussies who had raised a brood. But the town where E had grown up was like M’s in being exceedingly small in terms of population and he had similarly had distance lessons. And he had plenty a tale of growing up in North Queensland with its extremes of drought and flooding. It was a real bush upbringing, rich material for the “my children are turning feral” faux complaint common in Queensland. And I was most amused by his account of the highlight of their lives – the monthly shopping trip to a nearby town that must have had about 1000 people.

I suppose I was drawn to these stories because they are the kind impossible to imagine even for a person who has lived in small towns in India. Sure the roads are tolerably good here, there is possibly a good enough internet connection in many towns and the like. Nevertheless the sheer remoteness of so many bush towns and the vast distances of the continent makes the whole experience of living there something quite different. But I think what most drew me to M and E is that the pursuit of education is entirely independent of the geographical circumstances of childhood. I meet many anxious parents trying to locate the best city schools, cramming the lives of their children (and their own) with as much activity as possible, obsessively coaching children for all kinds of exams. Obviously M and E’s parents were committed to their education and given that a school education is compulsory here, the State tries to facilitate schooling in remote places. Nevertheless, it was their own curiosity and intelligence (considerable in both cases though they appeared singularly content and did not possess a worldly wise ambition) that had brought M and E to their PhDs and their life in Brisbane. The germ of what we are is already present in childhood and it will flower as it must.

16 June 2009

Makool

I found Anisa Makhoul’s store and blog via etsy. We had a subsequent exchange of emails thanks to a mention in Frankie of Anisa's work; thanks to Anisa for sending me Boho and ReadyMade and also some of her totally sweet cards and the like :-) And of course I love her clothes and wish I was a decade younger to wear them.


As Frankie noted about makoollovesyou, is Portland shorthand for everything quirky chic?

Above pic from Anisa's website.

14 June 2009

Sydney Film Festival 09

I have been wanting to see Claire Denis’ work for ages and was pleasantly surprised to find that 35 Rhums, Denis’ homage to Ozu, was screening at the Sydney Film Festival. Of course, given that Late Summer is one of my favourite films, it was more than likely that 35 Rhums would leave me a little disappointed but it was still a chance to see the director’s work. As in Late Summer, 35 Rhums deals with the strong bond between a daughter and father. There are two outsiders as in Late Summer though the potential erotic bonds between the four is made more explicit. The ending of 35 Rhums is a little different in that the daughter does leave her father but for someone she loves. Still, as the ending scenes make clear, the husband may well remain an outsider. I think the weakness of Denis’s film is that the father-daughter bond is affectionate but never makes you believe that it is the primary bond. There is an undercurrent of sensuousness to Denis’s film – this is not wholly absent in Ozu’s film either but it is subsumed by the filial bond. In 35 Rhums it simply seems to exist alongside. Perhaps one is prejudiced by the French setting but the characters all look like they are more than ready to explore any erotic impulses. And Denis’ has a misstep with an insertion of race politics (the characters in 35 Rhums are almost all French-African) by way of the daughter’s classroom lecture as well as a visit to the dead mother's family - both have little place in the film. Yet the film has a warm and sweet feel if not the poignancy of Ozu's film. Also the look and feel of the film is impeccable -the trains, the tracks, the night time scenes, the apartments, the bars are an integrated world (Denis’s cinematographer is Agnes Godard).

The Festival also screened Varda’s Cleo from 5 to 7. Varda’s film follows a young singer awaiting the results of a biopsy over (quite nearly) a period of two hours. Above the fear of the results is the routine of everyday life – a visit from a lover, the impulsive buying of a hat, a song session (very sweet), a walk, the sudden decision to visit a friend. Through all this Cleo is alone with her fear. Till she meets a solider in a park on his last day of leave from Algeria – as one does. By the end Cleo is liberated from her fear and her persona. The movie was shot in the early 60s and Varda throws in plenty of references to the Algerian war – in fact the war and the impending illness are implicitly compared and contrasted. Does it work? It is woven into the narrative so its not a jarring set piece as in 35 Rhums (or even much of Ken Loach’s work). But Varda also lets her impish and curious side predominate so that the movie is not really a political statement. I like anything by Varda and whilst this is not her best, it was still an interesting little film.

I wanted to see a couple of other films (Goodbye Solo, Treeless Mountain, Everlasting Moments) but eventually only got to see Eccentricities of a Blond Haired Girl. Of course the most interesting nugget about the film is that its director, Manoel de Oliveira is 100 years old. Judging by the film, he is still sharp as a tack. The film intercuts a story being told to a fellow traveller on a train with the actual story. Briefly it’s the story of an accountant (who at one point states that commerce could never tolerate a sentimental accountant) who is infatuated with the golden haired girl of the title. It helps that she has a fetching fan which she uses to great effect (it should have featured in the credits). The film follows the courtship and the travails the accountant undergoes including a stint of poverty before getting the girl. Or does he? Or is he undone by bourgeois morality? The twist in the tale and the abrupt ending possibly arise from the 19th century short story the film is based on – in fact this is a film where you can imagine the way the story itself would have been written. It’s a curious, formal film (Lisbon almost looks timeless – apart from the train, the references to euros etc) and yet enjoyable and also a little enchanting.

This is only the second Portuguese film I have seen, the other being O Milagre Segundo Salome (on late night telly) which offers its own interpretation of the Fatima legend. Inspite of a somewhat similar history in the 20th century, both films have a conservative, dignified tone as compared to their Spanish counterparts. And a very specific sepia tinged, autumnal palette.

Jia Zhangke's short, Cry me a River, also screened with Eccentricities. Its a brief look at old friends and lovers who meet and has shades of Springtime in a Small Town. Not all is well 10 years on - youthful ideals and relationships have both given way to the demands of life. Its a short, bittersweet film and probably needs to be a longer film.

11 June 2009

On Beauty - I

I love MS's old Tamil songs. And the serene and pure beauty of her face as she aged.

9 June 2009

Anna Akhmatova (1915)

Broad and yellow is the evening light
Tender the April coolness
You are so many years late,
Nevertheless I am glad you came.

Sit here close to me
And look on joyfully:
Here is a blue composition book
With the poems of my childhood.

Forgive me that I ignored the sun
And that I lived in sorrow
Forgive, forgive that I
Mistook too many others for you.

Anna Akhmatova

via comments on this site.

8 June 2009

A Haryana Lad

Last week I was in Brisbane and all my cab drivers were from the sub-continent. One, a gentle giant with an easy going manner, was from Sirsa in Haryana. He had first come to Sydney and the first two weeks had frightened him so much that he had returned to Sirsa. After a few years he returned, this time to Brisbane and seemed to have adapted to it. He liked the night time driving in spite of the drunks who got on. It wasn’t as bad a Melbourne he said where a friend’s wife had got hit with an object and been hospitalized. His opinion of the Australian police didn’t seem very different from his response back home – “they won't do anything”. He kept up a friendly patter throughout – a little unassuming boy underneath that exterior. And like countless desi cabbies I have encountered, refused to take the fare till I explained my employer was paying.

At the university, on this a rare morning shift, he got off , drunk in the air and said it feels good to be in the sun.

6 June 2009

Andrei Rublev

I haven’t been able to get the images from Andrei Rublev out of my mind, disconcertingly they appear in my dreams. It is hard to think of a better movie than Tarkovksy’s film, then again it is no ordinary movie. It’s a beautiful composition, the invented history of a Russian icon-maker, a treatise on art and artistic integrity, a meditation on life, a recreation of medieval Russia and much more. It has all the pleasure of a novel, dragging you into its world, making you seek meaning in its images and lingering long after it is over. And yet it is pure cinema, each frame full of beauty and meaning, each frame nothing less than that overused phrase - the human condition. And in an age of rationality (Tarkovsky after all filmed in Societ Russia), it is full of the mystery and passion of faith – how we lose it, how we regain it and how it influences the course of our life. And I use the word passion advisedly, both in its conventional sense and as understood in Christianity. Is it possible for cinema to leave you in a state of grace? Astonishingly, Tarkovsky's film does just this.

Today I passed by a Greek Orthodox shop and stopped and stared for a long time at the icons in its window display simply because for a minute the images in my head and in the display were synchronized.

Andrei Rublev is much discussed so I won’t write any further. Here are some links 1, 2, 3 and 4. And here is Tarkovsky himself on the film.

2 June 2009

Calcutta

Some fragmented thoughts on Calcutta.

1. I first went to Calcutta at the beginning of what turned out to be a brief and unnecessary affaire de coeur. During that year, I went to the city often and then more sporadically. I have a friend who never revisits the city where a failed romance had blossomed, at least in the immediate aftermath of a break-up. Because what I felt for Calcutta was a separate thing in itself, it was not a sentiment I felt hence my trips to the city since then have been intermittent only by virtue of distance.

2. A little bit of history. My parents briefly lived near Calcutta, at the height of the Naxalite period. My father was in the Indian Army, given the political climate he had armed escort. It was not without reason; a civilian friend of his was gunned down not minutes from his home. This and the dislike some Bombayites feel for a city that is so different in temperament meant my mother never took to the city. My father, brought up in the East, was more at ease with it though he never lived there for a long period of time. Years later I went to the little town they lived in. It was a dusty, nondescript town with nothing to recommend it.

3. In the 80s, it appeared that everyone was either filming or writing about Calcutta. Perhaps it was a time when we were a little closer to the Raj with which the city was then inextricably linked. Perhaps we were also more preoccupied with the peculiar mix of literary culture and extreme poverty that Calcutta provided. Ray was still alive, Ghatak not that long gone, Joffe's City of Joy was in the offing and numerous coffee table books and travelogues were published on the city. These days, it seems to have fallen off the radar a bit. Bombay, Bangalore and Delhi seem more representative of a new India that mixes the sentiment of home and the world with ease. It is a decade in which Mumbai has gone to the Oscars and Delhi is the basis for so many new films. Once marginal cities like Bangalore are now pretty much shorthand for the new India. It is not that Kolkata is forgotten. Occasionally it is the setting for an India themed film (After the Wedding, Shadows of Time, Born into Brothels), it pops up on TV screens here when Steve Waugh visits but by and large it is a less visible part of the new India.

4. I last went to Kolkata six months ago. Arriving in Calcutta, you are already elsewhere. It shares the languorous feel of the cities to its east like Bangkok and that feeling is only enhanced by the fact that it is in a different time zone but is artificially aligned to the rest of the country.

5. In the late evening, the centre of the city was clogged and full of smog. Traffic and people seemed to be in eternal circulation creating a peculiarly persistent noise. Park Street had a kind of darkness marginally dissipated by yellow light that was so common in most Indian cities a few decades back. In contrast, everything in Mumbai was neon lit and the autos had long switched to CNG. Bombay was thrusting itself into the future, Calcutta as ever seemed mired in the past, though Calcuttans themselves thought the city was changing. As always, the city’s dim lights and its slowness were alternately charming and exasperating.

6. People in Calcutta are eccentric in a way you don’t see elsewhere. Tram drivers with aloof expressions trundle through the city. A friend went to buy a kurta and received a dressing down for not choosing one immediately. I once went to a public library - itself a grand building set on an unkempt lawn. My queries were rewarded with gloomy stares and a certain air of cultivated, slow (that word again) indifference only seen in Calcutta. Then suddenly someone saw it fit to take an interest in me, a sudden disconcerting smile cracked his face and I was ushered into a room with mouldering documents. Similarly off Park Street is a place where they sell fine embroidered linen which is run by a charity and appears to keep a few women in employment. After very many occasions of the surly service that only Calcutta stores seem to possess, an unexpected voluble amiability.

7. The taxis in Calcutta always carry the driver's cronies, perhaps to relieve the tedium of the ride. One visit I took just such a cab late at night and we went through a newly built freeway of sorts. It was ill-lit and lonely, I bawled out the guy. He stopped and turned and said This is Calcutta, We are Gentlemen and true to his word deposited me at my address.

8. At Flury's on my first visit, a gentleman in a kurta and a jhola and a woman in a pale, starched sari-both middle aged and in the throes of an illicit romance.

9. Lastly, yet again past the road to the airport, dust blowing by the side, unexpected patches of green and water, the dark faces of the East, a friendly driver, sweet shops, saris hoisted on shop fronts and then home to Bombay.